at TAMBUNAN day 2

only me daCHENDA..

hai my blog...
miss You so much..
wow. I'm at Tambunan now.. and I'm sooooo happy to be here.. with all my cousins, aunty and uncle.. but unfortunately my parents, bro and sis are not here yet.. T__T
but they'll be here tomorrow.. weee~~~
We played Badminton yesterday and i had a sprain angkle, backache, and bump on my wrist.. ehhehe barely walk on my very own foot today.. heheh

umm what else.. yeah today we had a GREAT time together... NO 1 is our GROUP title for today as we got all NO 1 in the GAMES ..weee~~~

that's all for today.. till then..

What??

OMG.. OMG... I can't believe it!!

Hi Blog..

woooohoo.. yey me!!
Yey I've managed my blog for nearly 1 years now.. wee~~
hehehe soooo happy

Guys.. Christmas is next week.. wow... can't believe it.. ~_~ wee~~
but my holidays are only for a short while.. huhuh
so many things to do in so little time...

So I want to take this chance to wish MERRY CHRISTMAS to you all.. I LOVE you all.. ^___^.... okay blog.. mmuah love You..

hey!! Wake Up!!

hehehe in my weird mood.. heheheh

hai blog, hehe

hai wanna know something, >>>>>> Exam is just around the corner <<<<<

so, reality check2 for me.. sadly, I still live in my fantasy.. hahha

I can't concentrate.. huhu looking at my other friends at different university who are now in a Holidays.. arghh make me so jealous.. heheh T_T.. huhuh

but never mind, hehe.. later my exam will over..
JUST WANNA remind myself to STUDY.. This post is dedicated for myself.. so that I WAKE UP from my LONG NEVER ENDING DREAM.. hahah.

WAKE UP FI !!!!!!!!!!! STUDY !!! STUDY!! btw all the best my friends... you can do it. God bless

LOVE is in the AIR.. hehe ^_^v

Hai my blog, missed ya a lots.. huhu

Hey, I've something to tell ya.. haha It's been a while isn't it..
many things have gone through me this past few months. sorry i didn't visit you.. huh
>>>> REGRET <<<<<< hehhee

so where was I.. yeah right..
okay wanna tell You my story.. ^_^v I'm in LOVE now.. heh so happy to be with him.. never experienced this before.. ^_^v this is LOVE for sure..
huhuh.. but will continue to pray for this.. may God bless our relationship.
BEST OF LUCK FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE IN LOVE NOW.. hehe

2 Heart becOme 1..

2 heart become 1?? how come??
heart surgery??? hehehhe

WhaT is IT?????

>>>> LOVE <<<<<<

this words (2 heart become 1) kinda make me sad ...

Why someone would make fun of LOVE???
how could they??? cruel beyond no reason??

Gentle reminder for those out there, either boys or girls.. if You are in LOVE right now, please don't make fun of others feeling.. they have feelings too you know..

I experienced many types of relationship..

1. SMS LOVE.
2. Somewhat true Love ( because i still have feelings toward my ex)
3. Fake and full of secrets and lie.
4. NO feeling LOVE.

sometimes people think that i'm like changing clothes(changing Bf).. but they didn't know what my real situation is. (sad)

what i truly want is someone who can understand me and care for me.. LOVE me for who i am and guide me through the way of GOD.. .. huhuh

when i see rings, inside i really hope for a better relationship next time..



because rings is round, symbolized endless relationship to me.. sometimes i feel like living in my own world, fantasized all the beauty of LOVE.. but I forgot i'm in reality right now.. so reality check for me.. Nothing is the same like fantasy in real world..

True Love are Worth to wait.. ^_^

In De silence..Midnight Story.

hai my Blog,
missed my Blog very much.. ^_^
i didn't write my blog for a long time hehehe..
now it's time to write..

Whenever i sleep late ,
so many things come across my mind..
the fan sound.. the complete silence always creep me out..
this kind of feeling keep remind me of DEATH!!..
In the dark place, in the complete silence and sorrow.
Your body and soul separated..
would it be the same silence and loneliness that we felt right now??



the creep, the empty and sorrow road ahead.. the indescribable loneliness..
what does that feel like??
sometimes, people didn't appreciate life, suicide!!!
what are they thinking??

so appreciate your life. live your life the fullest..

p/s i don't like midnight feeling huhuh.. ~_~.. advice me to sleep early heheheh..

Hello 2010

happy New year !!!

Hai my blog, huhuhu i missed a chance to wrote something in my page in the 1st January of 2010.. huhuhu but never mind..so , i wanna take this opportunity to wish YOU happy new year. May you guys , go through 2010 with lots of joy and happiness.

May Jesus love guide us through 2010.. huhuhu=)

So guys, how was your new year???

here I wanna share something with you guys.
on new year's eve, my dad bought chicken wings.. so we bake the chicken wings using the oven.. it was fun though, but it's not the same as when Your using the grill to roast it.. huhuuhu

To my cousin arae, i was touched to read her blog for some reason.. huhuhu

deep down in my heart i wanna shout , Arae i wanna be with You guys.. but what can i do right.. I'm hoping that i could celebrate my new year with them this year.. huhuhu like last year. hehe=) anything is possible in Jesus love right.. amen

New semester will start this Monday.. wish me luck k Guys.

831

831

yesterday my Friend said 831 fi... before we end our chat.. i asked her the meaning of 831.. and then she told me to find it for myself..

i think of it for the whole day but i still couldn't find the answer.. hahahah just now my friend ask me about 831 again .. and i confess that i didn't know the answer.. hahha..=) she told me to search it on GOOGLE.. so i did .. here are the meaning of 831 :

I LOVE YOU

got it???

8 letters , 3 words , 1 meaning = I LOVE YOU..

IF your lazy to type I LOVE YOU .. just type in 831.. simple right.. but it's meaningful

The link is www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=831
thanks to URBANDICTIONARY..

i found something interesting to share with you guys..
please log on to this website if you're interested:www.831ministries.org/


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2 days b4 new year..

hye blog..

i am sooooo sad..

to know that i'll leave 2009.... there's soooo many memories here in 2009... good memories, bad memories.. it all remind me of 2009... huhuhuhuhu

argggggggg, i will be missing u 2009..
2010 here i come.. i hope that 2010 will be just as great as 2009.. huhuhuhu

always or forever???

my friend asked ,how long will you be with me??
>> then im thinking... which one to answer?? always or forever?? because i dont know either one which is the longer??

in Bahasa always means selalu and Forever ,means selamanya...

so what do you think about it?

if i answer i'll always be with you.. is that means that i'll be with my friend 24/7???

if i answer i'll be with you forever.. that means i'll be with my friend till the end of my life...

then come to think of it again.. both words got the same meaning..

so , my answer is i'll always be with you forever..
in bahasa saya akan sentiasa besama kamu selamanya..

a bit weird but i think that's the best answer.. dont you think so??

if you have any other suggestion.. please comment me ok..

which one should i choose???

Life isn't easy to go through.. sometimes you need to choose your own path..
the narrow n the broad path.. but.. if you chose the wrong path your life will turn upside down.. =( and if you ask me about it, i surely say i dont like to choose.. hate to choose.. it sometimes make me feel guilty, uneasy.. and such thing i hate that kind of feeling...

when i come into this kind of situation, the only solution i think of is GOD .. i know He is the only one who can help me to go through all my obstacles.. sometimes i feel like i was neglected and abandoned but that doesn't matter, all the matter is i have faith in Him .. i believe that if i still have faith in Him anything can happen and my prayer would be answered... =)

lastly, dear friend.. thank you for all your support to me all through this year.. i wish you all a Happy New Year .. may this coming 2010 bring You all Joy and Happiness.. Praise the lord for His kindness... amen

Our life can change in a sec…

when we are happy we wish that the moment could last forever.. but that moment cant last forever because our life can change in a second..i was so happy because i can visit my cousin back at Tambunan.. But my happiness doesn't last long.. Yesterday, I feel so sad to say goodbye to my cousin .. but what can i do right?? Now i feel like going back to Tambunan but my holidays are going to over soon..So, i need to pack my things for the new semester.. All i can say for this moment is .. i'm going to miss all the time that we spend together..

My happiness start when I 1st set my foot on Tontolob. Along the way there , I was amazed by the breath taking view, inside i am so thankful to God because of his beautiful creation.. I spent most of my time with my cousin arae..and we had a great time together . This year was the 1st time ever that me and arae have to work till we drop for 6 days 6 nights. hahahahha there's nothing actually but i have to say we've done a lots of typing and printing.. but that was the best part of it because our family day come into a huge success.. i was so happy..

Although there's chaos on 22nd Dec ( my little sister ivy fainted) , but that doesn't matter.. all the matter is her spirits.. umm I think this year family day was the best family day ever.. i enjoyed myself a lot .. it's like a fairytale , a dream that never came true..But it is real though. Last words from me, Love your family as You love yourself.. Thanks to God because of His kindness.. amen=)

Tambunan here I come

hehhehe,

2 days ago, i finally back at tambunan..
wow.. the breath taking scenery.... sure amazed me a whole lots... i love it here
the air is fresh...
SOOOOOOOOOOO COLD
hehhehehhe

I'll stay at tambunan till 27th Dec.. then i'll be back at my home once again.. huhuhuhu =)

Life..

Thanks to yahoo. for the images ..!!

Sometimes we feel that life is boring and unmeaningful.

But, when we look at life in different aspect we should say it's a gift form God to us..

He gave us the chance to live in this beautiful world.. because He really do love us.. DONT U THINK SO?????

See how Lucky we are!! When u r bored and feel like ur life is meaningless... just Pray to God and ask for guidance from Him... I know , although our prayers are sometimes unanswered, but God never late to give His help to us .

Unanswered prayers

Dont ever give up when ur prayers has not been answered yet.. just be patient.
But dont ever lost ur faith in Jesus.. k.. take care, GBU

new hair

Yesterday , i went to the saloon... At first i was only thinking of asking the price for rebonding.. but then i decided to rebond my hair at that time hahha

this was my first time ever experince of rebonding my hair.. i was sooooo scare at first.. because i cant imagine what i look like after rebonding..

hmmm after a few hours.. i look at my image in front at the mirror .. hehhehe and i was so amazed by the result.. thanks to all the saloon guy..

hehehehehehhehehe

ME

hahahaha,
this is my first time ever having a blog for myself...
horray for me...=)

Christmas is around the corner.. n im looking forward to meet my relatives back at the tambunan village..yeahh.. i miss them so much...