at TAMBUNAN day 2

only me daCHENDA..

hai my blog...
miss You so much..
wow. I'm at Tambunan now.. and I'm sooooo happy to be here.. with all my cousins, aunty and uncle.. but unfortunately my parents, bro and sis are not here yet.. T__T
but they'll be here tomorrow.. weee~~~
We played Badminton yesterday and i had a sprain angkle, backache, and bump on my wrist.. ehhehe barely walk on my very own foot today.. heheh

umm what else.. yeah today we had a GREAT time together... NO 1 is our GROUP title for today as we got all NO 1 in the GAMES ..weee~~~

that's all for today.. till then..

What??

OMG.. OMG... I can't believe it!!

Hi Blog..

woooohoo.. yey me!!
Yey I've managed my blog for nearly 1 years now.. wee~~
hehehe soooo happy

Guys.. Christmas is next week.. wow... can't believe it.. ~_~ wee~~
but my holidays are only for a short while.. huhuh
so many things to do in so little time...

So I want to take this chance to wish MERRY CHRISTMAS to you all.. I LOVE you all.. ^___^.... okay blog.. mmuah love You..

hey!! Wake Up!!

hehehe in my weird mood.. heheheh

hai blog, hehe

hai wanna know something, >>>>>> Exam is just around the corner <<<<<

so, reality check2 for me.. sadly, I still live in my fantasy.. hahha

I can't concentrate.. huhu looking at my other friends at different university who are now in a Holidays.. arghh make me so jealous.. heheh T_T.. huhuh

but never mind, hehe.. later my exam will over..
JUST WANNA remind myself to STUDY.. This post is dedicated for myself.. so that I WAKE UP from my LONG NEVER ENDING DREAM.. hahah.

WAKE UP FI !!!!!!!!!!! STUDY !!! STUDY!! btw all the best my friends... you can do it. God bless

LOVE is in the AIR.. hehe ^_^v

Hai my blog, missed ya a lots.. huhu

Hey, I've something to tell ya.. haha It's been a while isn't it..
many things have gone through me this past few months. sorry i didn't visit you.. huh
>>>> REGRET <<<<<< hehhee

so where was I.. yeah right..
okay wanna tell You my story.. ^_^v I'm in LOVE now.. heh so happy to be with him.. never experienced this before.. ^_^v this is LOVE for sure..
huhuh.. but will continue to pray for this.. may God bless our relationship.
BEST OF LUCK FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE IN LOVE NOW.. hehe

2 Heart becOme 1..

2 heart become 1?? how come??
heart surgery??? hehehhe

WhaT is IT?????

>>>> LOVE <<<<<<

this words (2 heart become 1) kinda make me sad ...

Why someone would make fun of LOVE???
how could they??? cruel beyond no reason??

Gentle reminder for those out there, either boys or girls.. if You are in LOVE right now, please don't make fun of others feeling.. they have feelings too you know..

I experienced many types of relationship..

1. SMS LOVE.
2. Somewhat true Love ( because i still have feelings toward my ex)
3. Fake and full of secrets and lie.
4. NO feeling LOVE.

sometimes people think that i'm like changing clothes(changing Bf).. but they didn't know what my real situation is. (sad)

what i truly want is someone who can understand me and care for me.. LOVE me for who i am and guide me through the way of GOD.. .. huhuh

when i see rings, inside i really hope for a better relationship next time..



because rings is round, symbolized endless relationship to me.. sometimes i feel like living in my own world, fantasized all the beauty of LOVE.. but I forgot i'm in reality right now.. so reality check for me.. Nothing is the same like fantasy in real world..

True Love are Worth to wait.. ^_^

In De silence..Midnight Story.

hai my Blog,
missed my Blog very much.. ^_^
i didn't write my blog for a long time hehehe..
now it's time to write..

Whenever i sleep late ,
so many things come across my mind..
the fan sound.. the complete silence always creep me out..
this kind of feeling keep remind me of DEATH!!..
In the dark place, in the complete silence and sorrow.
Your body and soul separated..
would it be the same silence and loneliness that we felt right now??



the creep, the empty and sorrow road ahead.. the indescribable loneliness..
what does that feel like??
sometimes, people didn't appreciate life, suicide!!!
what are they thinking??

so appreciate your life. live your life the fullest..

p/s i don't like midnight feeling huhuh.. ~_~.. advice me to sleep early heheheh..

Hello 2010

happy New year !!!

Hai my blog, huhuhu i missed a chance to wrote something in my page in the 1st January of 2010.. huhuhu but never mind..so , i wanna take this opportunity to wish YOU happy new year. May you guys , go through 2010 with lots of joy and happiness.

May Jesus love guide us through 2010.. huhuhu=)

So guys, how was your new year???

here I wanna share something with you guys.
on new year's eve, my dad bought chicken wings.. so we bake the chicken wings using the oven.. it was fun though, but it's not the same as when Your using the grill to roast it.. huhuuhu

To my cousin arae, i was touched to read her blog for some reason.. huhuhu

deep down in my heart i wanna shout , Arae i wanna be with You guys.. but what can i do right.. I'm hoping that i could celebrate my new year with them this year.. huhuhu like last year. hehe=) anything is possible in Jesus love right.. amen

New semester will start this Monday.. wish me luck k Guys.

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