A little bit..

credit to : QUE yarn.. for the beautiful PIX.. ^__^
only me daCHENDA

hai Blog.. I can't sleep yet.. huhu
whenever I hear yiruma's piece.. The idea to write just popped out.. !!
so it's time to write..

When You are born, you cry and everybody around you smile, live your life the fullest ... so when you die, you are the one who smile and everybody around you cry..
wonder why am i saying things like this...

Life is unpredictable, it is meaningless if you didn't appreciate it.
I feel alone right now, it seems like I'm the only one who still alive in this world, wonder what's it like if it's really happened.....

wow that complete loneliness...
I can't bare it all..
Imagine yourself as a baby right now.. You only know how to cry, what does it feel like if a little baby were neglected?? HOPELESS isn't it?? They are supposed to have somebody to take care of them.... but still there are somebody out there who don't have a heart, they threw their baby away, didn't they felt the bonding when they carried the baby for 9 months??

Live your DAY like it was your LAST...
So you will die peacefully when the TIME come...
But still there are somebody out there deliberately taking their own life.. GOD love us so much that He CREATED us.. but why do people hate themselves do much they're willing to harm themselves??

THIS IS JUST MY OWN THOUGHT..
BUT LET'S THINK ABOUT IT...
WHY?? DON'T YOU WANNA KNOW WHY??

Maybe

only me daCHENDA

Maybe i'm not the kind of girl that could attract many people.. but it's just me.. i am who i am.. I Know i'm special in God's eyes

Maybe i'm too sensitive that i cried whenever something bothering my mind and i cry along with others when they are in pain.

Maybe i'm too young to loved someone deeply, but yeah I truly love him.

Just maybe, I'm not a Good writer , but my mind told me to express my own thoughts through writing.. although i made grammatical mistakes .. please do forgive me.. I JUST LOVE TO WRITE, writing is everything to me, it's kinda fun.. yeah.. the ideas just popped out like.. bOOM!! then there i am, writing like a professional writer..

I think my mind is full of fantasy and curiosity.. I just want to share with You all.. okay see You all in my next post.. God bless

Our life

only me daCHENDA

hai my blog..
i want to share something with u.

There are things in life that could not be explain,
You might be thinking what is it?

In the past i wonder... what is the purpose of living??

but now I see things differently.. I start to appreciate life. People come and go. you don't know when your turn come..

Our life is precious, we met many people throughout our life and each one of them taught us something..

I've seen many grieve and sadness of people.. I shared their joy at first but at last their laughter fade.. Their mourn conquer the space. My heart could not bare all their pain, it also bleed to see others suffer. Yeah, loosing someone special is hurtful, tears will be your best friend and laughter will be your enemy. Seeing the photo of your lost loved one will refresh all the memories. Once, they are with you then they're gone forever. You can't see their smile anymore, You can't feel their love anymore.

Tomorrow seems no more and future seems forever.. Life could be empty.. world become black and white.. but we must be strong. Things happened for a reason my friend once said, She's a very brave and strong young girl. I know that because she can still smile although she's in pain. I know it's hard for her. it's so hard to explain the feelings, we could say be strong . but we don't actually feel the same pain.. I respect her so much that i want to dedicate this for her. I hope she'll be success. May God bless. her.. ^__^

a moment to remember

only me daCHENDA

Your smile, your warm hand that holds mine, make me miss you so much..
distance seems so jealous with us, time always passed quickly..


this moment should be appreciated, we live only once, when you love someone, appreciate him, care for him, enjoy the time that both of you share together now, live your day like this was the last.. make everything memorable when you are with him, who knows when the day come...


so, enjoy your time while you still can, what we can do now is pray.. God knows the best... God bless..

happy new year and happy belated birthday my blog

only me daCHENDA

happy New year my blog..
mmuah.. it's been a year since we first have each other isn't it??

so happy to be with you..